The hardest part about being in love is when you’re completely in denial about. You see the same person every day; watch them smile and laugh and then remember how they have no idea you want more than to just be “the sister”. You look at the pictures and wish you could be standing next to them, your arms around each other without a care in the world. It’s hard to concede how much it hurts to watch them just live life not really realizing you’re there. And the worst part? You can’t even tell them how much you love them because you can’t even admit it to yourself.